心情...? 感覺...?

一個字....



幹!

Computer games are so addictive...

games are so addictive...don't you think so?



hours and hours of time just wasted in it, not knowing what's happening even right behind you...can't work anymore...do I have a problem? probably a big one...


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dreamed of becoming a computer game maker years ago...now I don't even know if the whole thing is going to ruin me or what...



time...wasted...and I don't feel guilty about it...nor worrying about my future...future...am I actually going to see my next birthday? that i'm not so optimistic



who am I? and who am I talking to?? myself. and a personality struggling

失去理智..沒有控制

好多事情..轉來轉去不知道自己在幹什麼...



又一個情人節過了..怨念阿..



明知不能在這樣了..可是又再迷上遊戲..那在玩遊戲的我一點也不像我..



失去了理智..沒有了控制..



好想走出自己的圈圈..但無力的軀體搬不動崩潰的自我...

『二零零五年情人去死去死世界大遊行』

去死去死團號召大家發動『二零零五年情人去死去死世界大遊行』



目的聯合各團員一起發動傳說中的『去死光波』共創世界金氏紀錄



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[發表一點情人節的怨念...vday..no girl(泣)]

Couples go die!

Valentine's day without valentine, couples go die



努力做到身為團員的義務..

felt so depressed ...

ya...nothing seems right ...



gone back from the extended essay submission dinner ... the mood turned even lower than ever ... realized probably I really need to talk it to someone, but now there's hardly anyone I can trust ... but is that the reason? I dun think so ... is it that I don't know what exactly the reason is? or is it just my subconscious has alienated everyone including myself from seeing my mind ... if I'm feminine enough I wish I could just cry so hard and everything will be over on the second day ... but tears are dry and I'm still stuck here ...