felt so depressed ...

ya...nothing seems right ...



gone back from the extended essay submission dinner ... the mood turned even lower than ever ... realized probably I really need to talk it to someone, but now there's hardly anyone I can trust ... but is that the reason? I dun think so ... is it that I don't know what exactly the reason is? or is it just my subconscious has alienated everyone including myself from seeing my mind ... if I'm feminine enough I wish I could just cry so hard and everything will be over on the second day ... but tears are dry and I'm still stuck here ...